The one where I wander…

I wonder
and so I wander

there’s a path
out there somewhere

straight and narrow
or steep and winding

starting is the only way
to make it to the finish

and I wonder which way to go
so I wander

looking for that star to follow
maybe to see the Southern Cross

this world has many roads
I want to roam them all

taste them all
touch them all

What do you do?

What do you do
when the tears on the pillow

finally dry
and leave no trace

what do you do
when the bed is no longer empty

and the sheets
are warm in the morning

what do you do
when the quiet is shared again

and the footfalls
are familiar

what do you do
when your dreams are full

and the nights
they’re long, but not so much

what do you do

The Way of Evil, The Way of Light…

“When you’re lovers in a dangerous time, Sometimes you’re made to feel as if your love’s a crime — But nothing worth having comes without some kind of fight — Got to kick at the darkness ’til it bleeds daylight” – “Lovers in a Dangerous Time”, Bruce Cockburn

We’ve got to kick at the darkness ’til it bleeds daylight.  Today that rings so true.

Why do things like what happened in Colorado last night happen?  I’ll be damned if I know and I’m suspicious of anyone who claims to have an explanation.

Some will be quick to blame guns and our “gun culture”.  I reject that argument out-of-hand.  Prohibition doesn’t work and guns are just tools.

Is it instead a societal issue?  Our violent culture?  I don’t buy that either.  We are not automatons to be programmed.

Do the horrific actions of one individual say anything about anything other than their own state of being or intentions?  I don’t think it does.

So then, why do we immediately search for external sources of blame in the face of such tragedies?

Not much in the way of answers, I have just as many questions as everyone else.

Was he insane?  I’m sure his attorneys will argue as much.  After all, how could a sane man do such a thing?

We are all continually in search of meaning.

Life, death, love, hate, time, space and eternity.  What does it all, or any of it mean?

Sorry if this rambles, my thoughts are much the same way right now.  More than usual.

Anyway, back to the beginning – “kicking at the darkness”, it’s a poetic way to say that we cannot simply stand around with our hands in our pockets.  We must act.  Everyday.

Sorry.  Was trying for profound, got jabbering instead.